SUGARCULT

"Pretty Girl"

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.

it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.

she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.
and that's what you get for falling again;
you can never get him out of your head.

it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love. [2x]

pretty girl... pretty girl...

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything.
pretty soon she'll figure out: you can never get him out of your head.

it's the way that he makes you cry.
it's the way that he's in your mind.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love.
it's the way that he makes you feel.
it's the way that he kisses you.
it's the way that he makes you fall in love...


- posted by Jen84 @ 10:27 PM (0) comments

 
your my big poppa no matter what.
and ill always love you. don't forget my best friend.
- posted by Jen84 @ 5:28 PM (0) comments

 
my weekend.
all i have to say is a great end to a great weekend.

heres what i did in the simplest way possible:

1-friday night didn't do shit, tried to go to a bar and that fell through, my head hurt so i went to bed early.
2-sat. day came and went like most my sats.i worked. then sat night i went to a huge party at wolf creek apt. which was awesome. gave my number out, but to who, i have no idea. then got a call from kevin, no not that kevin. my first kevin. he was in town seeing as how he works with johnboy and billy and was in raleigh for the night. woohoo. had a most amazing evening with him which didn't end until 6:30ish in the morning.yes folks, it was that good. woke up to great sex in the morning, mmmmm, morning sex on a rainy sunday. could it get any better? oh it did, he made me waffles, don't get too excited they were frozen waffles, but its the thought that counts. we then fell asleep again for awhile. a lovely little nap wrapped up in his arms. i love it! and then we sat around for a bit and watched the olympics and then we started to leave. but seeing as how it was raining, and yes, the sex is that good. we opened the windows and had sex again. cause its raining on sunday and it just has to happen. he took me to my car which i had left at bryans apt. bryan is holli's boyfriend. and we said goodbye. goddammit i miss that boy. i wish he was closer. sigh. but itll be nice little visits when hes in town.sorry about the sheets lunchbox. then went to hollis and sat around and watched tv all night. talked to charlotte quickly about kevin, the second one. and im finishing typing this and im going to bed! so night all. my last two nights were great. hope yours were.
- posted by Jen84 @ 8:31 AM (0) comments

 
i feel as if no one is there. no one cares. no one gives a damn. i feel as though ive lost all connection with anyone that meant anything to me. but im sure this is all my fault anyway. im good at creating pain for myself. lol. well, im off to be and to work a 9 hour shift tomorrow. god i can't wait to go back to college. no more of this 40 hour a week shit. blah.


- posted by Jen84 @ 11:59 PM (0) comments

 
charlotte
i still miss charlotte so much. im sitting here listening to sixpence with tears just coming down. once again, im reminded of something jon always told me, never do something you have to say sorry for later. well, im still saying sorry and ill say im sorry for however long it takes me. i don't have any idea if she reads my blog, probably not. but i just miss her. and im the only who cares. but i do care, and i wanna make things right. no matter how long it takes. no matter what.
- posted by Jen84 @ 6:12 PM (0) comments

 
if babys gone

Baby don't give a damn about me
Why would she ever need to
Cause she's got everything without me
I'm just a rock in her shoe

But then she draws me near to whisper in her ear
I say the things that baby likes to hear

Baby won't put her arms around me
I think she's embarrassed to say
That she's been down ever since she found me
I'm just a lull in her day

But there's nothing she could do that would break my heart in two
Cause baby's got a way of keeping you
And there's nothing she could say
That would push my love away
If baby's gone then I don't wanna stay

Please don't make me live without her
I've lived a life where nothings real and nothing matters
Please you can make it easy on me

But then she draws me near to whisper in her ear
I say the things that baby likes to hear
And there's nothing she could say that would push my love away
If baby's gone then I don't wanna stay
- posted by Jen84 @ 5:34 PM (0) comments

 
small update
can't go into much detail....but things are well.....not fantastic....but well.....im happy, most of the time.....trying to surround myself with happy things and happy people.
worked 10 tens in a row after tomorrow and im about to start pmsing like crazy, not that you probably care, but im gonna tell you anyways.
gonna hopefully get a pedicure on friday after a trip to the bank, dmv, and someplace else, but cant remember where. but ill remember it later.

and fyi. convo=conversation. just so ya know michael.

huh, someone i don't know reads my blog. didn't know i was that interesting. cool!

ill update more when i haven't worked 9 hours straight.
- posted by Jen84 @ 10:39 PM (0) comments