convo with charlotte and diana
Amoureuse420 (01:06:13 AM): hey
CharBabay19 (01:06:17 AM): no
Amoureuse420 (01:06:20 AM): no
Amoureuse420 (01:06:23 AM): ?
CharBabay19 (01:06:26 AM): you heard me
Amoureuse420 (01:06:32 AM): why are you pissy with me
Amoureuse420 (01:07:01 AM): fine
Amoureuse420 (01:07:03 AM): ignore me
Amoureuse420 (01:07:08 AM): but i have a question to ask
CharBabay19 (01:07:08 AM): she isn't
CharBabay19 (01:07:08 AM): this is diana
Amoureuse420 (01:07:13 AM): oh
Amoureuse420 (01:07:15 AM): hi
CharBabay19 (01:07:17 AM): you should wait til she is on
CharBabay19 (01:07:19 AM): don't hi me
Amoureuse420 (01:07:25 AM): why are you so mad at me
Amoureuse420 (01:07:30 AM): you were done with kevin
CharBabay19 (01:07:31 AM): why did you block me
Amoureuse420 (01:07:36 AM): i didn't block you
CharBabay19 (01:07:53 AM): really then why when i just signed on are you not on my list yet you are on charlotte's
Amoureuse420 (01:08:11 AM): whats your screen name again and ill check if i have it
CharBabay19 (01:08:11 AM): hmmmm
Amoureuse420 (01:08:14 AM): which im damn sure i do
CharBabay19 (01:08:17 AM): interesting isn't it
Amoureuse420 (01:08:32 AM): aren't you lax190
CharBabay19 (01:08:38 AM): and fyi i wasn't "done" with kevin
CharBabay19 (01:08:51 AM): i told him i needed time to figure things out
CharBabay19 (01:09:20 AM): i also found it interesting that you were the person telling him to forget about me and as soon as i take two steps away you move right in
Amoureuse420 (01:09:32 AM): i never told him to forget about you
Amoureuse420 (01:09:32 AM): ever
Amoureuse420 (01:09:41 AM): the closest thing i ever said to that was
CharBabay19 (01:09:45 AM): not to mention last i heard you were goign to call me and talk to me
Amoureuse420 (01:09:49 AM): if your unhappy, change what makes you unhappy
CharBabay19 (01:09:53 AM): what was that like three weeks ago
Amoureuse420 (01:09:56 AM): i don't have your number diana
Amoureuse420 (01:10:05 AM): and i was going to call charlotte but i don't remember those kind of things
Amoureuse420 (01:10:18 AM): im terrible at remembering things
CharBabay19 (01:10:21 AM): and you couldn't have gotten it from charlotte like she asked you to do
Amoureuse420 (01:10:27 AM): i forgot
CharBabay19 (01:10:31 AM): oh ok
Amoureuse420 (01:10:59 AM): i would tell myself to remember to call charlotte, but i wanted to wait until after 9, but then i forgot
CharBabay19 (01:11:11 AM): it really doesn't matter
Amoureuse420 (01:11:30 AM): it matters to you
Amoureuse420 (01:11:38 AM): and i will not lose charlotte as a friend over this
CharBabay19 (01:11:49 AM): trust me when i say you won't
Amoureuse420 (01:11:55 AM): why
Amoureuse420 (01:12:17 AM): im just confused when i read your blog and hear the things that you tell kevin
CharBabay19 (01:12:23 AM): because it would be one thing if you and i were actually friends
Amoureuse420 (01:12:40 AM): we were friends
Amoureuse420 (01:12:43 AM): but i never knew you
Amoureuse420 (01:12:46 AM): i knew of you
CharBabay19 (01:12:56 AM): i just find it all so ironic that i was the one who introduced you two
Amoureuse420 (01:13:02 AM): yes you did
CharBabay19 (01:13:03 AM): serves me right i guess
Amoureuse420 (01:13:08 AM): but i never went after him
Amoureuse420 (01:13:09 AM): ever
Amoureuse420 (01:13:12 AM): he went after me
CharBabay19 (01:13:26 AM): the fact that you can say that you don't know me proves my point that we aren't friends
CharBabay19 (01:13:47 AM): well i really don't want to know the sorted details of your little romance
Amoureuse420 (01:13:56 AM): all i knew about you is that you dated jon
CharBabay19 (01:14:09 AM): yet you called me your friend
CharBabay19 (01:14:35 AM): and if you were going to label me as such it would seem fitting for you to talk to me before you did anything
Amoureuse420 (01:14:49 AM): i didn't do anything
Amoureuse420 (01:14:52 AM): he did it all
Amoureuse420 (01:14:54 AM): he talked to me
CharBabay19 (01:14:54 AM): at least to me it seems that would be the "friend-like" thing to do
Amoureuse420 (01:15:08 AM): why didn't you ask me if you could date jon then
Amoureuse420 (01:15:14 AM): seems like the same thing ot me
CharBabay19 (01:15:32 AM): no it really wasn't seeing as how the first time i talked to you was after he and i stopped talking
Amoureuse420 (01:16:16 AM): you and kevin basically had stopped talking
CharBabay19 (01:16:21 AM): i had met you once last christmas...doesn't seem worthy of asking permission
CharBabay19 (01:16:28 AM): no really hadn't
CharBabay19 (01:16:38 AM): but i guess he failed to fill you in on that
Amoureuse420 (01:16:59 AM): what exactly were you two
Amoureuse420 (01:17:01 AM): tell me that
CharBabay19 (01:17:03 AM): but all the more reason i really don't care
Amoureuse420 (01:17:13 AM): obviously you care if your talking to me about it
Amoureuse420 (01:17:56 AM): im sorry for not asking your permission for talking to kevin
CharBabay19 (01:18:05 AM): actually you are the one who brought it up
CharBabay19 (01:18:15 AM): OMG
Amoureuse420 (01:18:34 AM): okay.
Amoureuse420 (01:19:07 AM): what i had called charlotte about that night that you found out i was talking to kevin was thati wanted to know your side of the story
CharBabay19 (01:19:13 AM): your backward apology is a little unneccessary now
Amoureuse420 (01:19:30 AM): i wanted to know what you guys were, how you felt about him. i wanted to know the things he wasn't going to tell me
CharBabay19 (01:19:47 AM): acutally dear she called you after we read yalls online stuff
Amoureuse420 (01:20:04 AM): no, i called her and told her that i wanted to talk to her about kevin
Amoureuse420 (01:20:17 AM): i never mentioned anything about the stuff in our blogs
CharBabay19 (01:21:09 AM): well i distinctly remember her calling me asking if i knew if kevin was daitng anyone and i came over and read what the blog said and she said she was going to call you
CharBabay19 (01:21:12 AM): and find out
Amoureuse420 (01:21:52 AM): she called you after i called her
Amoureuse420 (01:22:18 AM): i really am sorry that i "took" kevin away from you
Amoureuse420 (01:22:22 AM): though i did not
Amoureuse420 (01:22:46 AM): it seemed from your blog and from what he wanted that you both were done with each other
CharBabay19 (01:22:53 AM): really because i just asked her and she said you didn't call
Amoureuse420 (01:22:59 AM): omg
Amoureuse420 (01:23:02 AM): i really did
Amoureuse420 (01:23:12 AM): it was the night i was going to go see rocky horror
Amoureuse420 (01:23:16 AM): and i couldn't talk long
Amoureuse420 (01:23:32 AM): but i asked her if she would talk to me later on when i was able to sit down and really talk
Amoureuse420 (01:23:43 AM): i value what charlotte has to say over anyone else
Amoureuse420 (01:23:45 AM): s
Amoureuse420 (01:23:52 AM): so i wanted to talk to her before i talked to you
Amoureuse420 (01:23:57 AM): but neither of you really gave me that chance
Amoureuse420 (01:24:16 AM): i needed an opinion that wasn't kevins or holli's
Amoureuse420 (01:24:19 AM): i wanted her opinion
CharBabay19 (01:25:12 AM): the point that i am trying to make is that if you are going to call yourself my "friend" then you should have talked to me BEFORE not after the fact and then half heartedly apologize even though you really aren't
Amoureuse420 (01:25:26 AM): i don't say im sorry if i don't mean it
Amoureuse420 (01:25:36 AM): i said i was sorry and i am
Amoureuse420 (01:25:56 AM): but i don't think i did anything wrong
Amoureuse420 (01:26:04 AM): and im sorry i don't think i did
Amoureuse420 (01:26:19 AM): i still want to hear your side of you and kevins relationship
Amoureuse420 (01:27:01 AM): because i only know his side
Amoureuse420 (01:27:10 AM): i only know what went bad in the relationship
Amoureuse420 (01:28:11 AM): so im very sorry that you feel like i slipped in and took your man
Amoureuse420 (01:28:13 AM): i really am
Amoureuse420 (01:28:21 AM): i really don't know how many times i have to say it
Amoureuse420 (01:28:45 AM): unless you want me to physically do something
CharBabay19 (01:28:56 AM): no that won't be neccessary
Amoureuse420 (01:29:01 AM): then what diana
CharBabay19 (01:29:04 AM): nothing
Amoureuse420 (01:29:06 AM): because i don't know how to fix this
CharBabay19 (01:29:11 AM): you and i were never friends
CharBabay19 (01:29:20 AM): so the situation is over
CharBabay19 (01:29:32 AM): i said what i wanted to say and that is all there is to it
CharBabay19 (01:29:41 AM): there isnt' anything to fix
Amoureuse420 (01:30:26 AM): okay
Amoureuse420 (01:30:31 AM): but i mean my apology
CharBabay19 (01:30:43 AM): you have a weird way of doing it
CharBabay19 (01:31:10 AM): how are you going to apologize when you repeatedly say you didn't do anyting wrong
Amoureuse420 (01:31:36 AM): im apologizing for not talking to you first
Amoureuse420 (01:31:45 AM): and hearing what you had to say
Amoureuse420 (01:31:51 AM): after kevin told me how he felt
Amoureuse420 (01:32:21 AM): there is no excuse for my rudeness
Amoureuse420 (01:32:31 AM): i know i was at fault
CharBabay19 (01:32:34 AM): you really don't mean anything to my life and apparrently kevin wasn't worthy of my time either so im spent
CharBabay19 (01:32:46 AM): have a nice life
Amoureuse420 (01:32:54 AM): i don't know what you and kevin were
CharBabay19 (01:32:54 AM): YES IT WAS
CharBabay19 (01:32:57 AM): HMMMMMMMMMMPH
Amoureuse420 (01:33:03 AM): i have no idea
Amoureuse420 (01:33:10 AM): what he said is not the whole story
Amoureuse420 (01:33:17 AM): i don't know your side
CharBabay19 (01:33:19 AM): it sure was nice of my friend to find out the whole story
CharBabay19 (01:33:23 AM): im done
Amoureuse420 (01:33:28 AM): im not
Amoureuse420 (01:33:58 AM): im not done trying to understand
CharBabay19 (01:34:07 AM): this is now charlotte
Amoureuse420 (01:34:10 AM): k
Amoureuse420 (01:34:19 AM): charlotte im sorry
Amoureuse420 (01:34:21 AM): i really am
CharBabay19 (01:34:38 AM): im done hearing about it
Amoureuse420 (01:34:49 AM): so are you just gonna shut me out too
CharBabay19 (01:34:50 AM): aka: reading the im
CharBabay19 (01:34:50 AM): s
CharBabay19 (01:34:54 AM): did i say that?
Amoureuse420 (01:35:03 AM): no
CharBabay19 (01:35:05 AM): i just think its shitty that you never called me back, or called her
Amoureuse420 (01:35:11 AM): and i agree
Amoureuse420 (01:35:12 AM): it was
Amoureuse420 (01:35:17 AM): im great at avoidance
CharBabay19 (01:35:25 AM): apparently
Amoureuse420 (01:35:33 AM): so im trying to make up for it now
CharBabay19 (01:35:38 AM): which says something about how much of a good friend i am of yours
Amoureuse420 (01:35:55 AM): that hurt
CharBabay19 (01:36:42 AM): yeah, it did actually. i dont know if you read it right. Basically i was saying your "lack of enthusiasm" i shall say, at returning my important phone calls proves how little you care about keeping our friendship alive.
Amoureuse420 (01:37:08 AM): ive been trying to keep in contact with you all summer
Amoureuse420 (01:37:13 AM): ive called you
Amoureuse420 (01:37:16 AM): and imd you
Amoureuse420 (01:37:29 AM): im sorry i didn't return one phone call
CharBabay19 (01:37:31 AM): not regarding the important issue at hand
CharBabay19 (01:37:40 AM): ONE PHONE CALL
CharBabay19 (01:37:47 AM): jenn it was the most important of them all
CharBabay19 (01:37:54 AM): and its been like...THREE WEEKS!!
Amoureuse420 (01:38:07 AM): how is it the most important
CharBabay19 (01:38:10 AM): um
CharBabay19 (01:38:14 AM): hello mcfly
Amoureuse420 (01:38:20 AM): how is that phone call a deciding factor in our friendship
CharBabay19 (01:38:45 AM): well, i try not to remain friends with people who recklessly hurt other people
CharBabay19 (01:38:50 AM): esp. my best friend
CharBabay19 (01:38:52 AM): HENN
CharBabay19 (01:38:57 AM): AKA: JENN
Amoureuse420 (01:39:07 AM): i didn't mean to hurt diana
CharBabay19 (01:39:10 AM): lies
Amoureuse420 (01:39:18 AM): I DID NOT
CharBabay19 (01:39:19 AM): if you didnt mean to you would have called
Amoureuse420 (01:39:36 AM): yoru right
Amoureuse420 (01:39:38 AM): i should have
Amoureuse420 (01:39:40 AM): and i know that
Amoureuse420 (01:39:43 AM): and i said i was sorry
CharBabay19 (01:39:45 AM): its one thing to do it and then recognize it RIGHT after it happened. its another to just sit around being crappy
Amoureuse420 (01:39:55 AM): im a crappy person
Amoureuse420 (01:40:00 AM): i never said i was a good person
CharBabay19 (01:40:00 AM): no, youre not.
Amoureuse420 (01:40:02 AM): im not you charlotte
Amoureuse420 (01:40:06 AM): im not fucking perfect
Amoureuse420 (01:40:09 AM): and im sorry
CharBabay19 (01:40:09 AM): dont use that bullshit excuse
Amoureuse420 (01:40:15 AM): its not an excuse
Amoureuse420 (01:40:22 AM): im not gonna make an excuse for my action
Amoureuse420 (01:40:23 AM): s
CharBabay19 (01:40:44 AM): never claiming to be a good person.. sounds like joe when hes doing asshole thing
CharBabay19 (01:40:45 AM): s
CharBabay19 (01:40:51 AM): listen
CharBabay19 (01:40:53 AM): i love you
CharBabay19 (01:41:12 AM): but what you did was crappy, and you thinking that it wouldnt affect our friendship was a serious misjudgment
CharBabay19 (01:41:24 AM): you can say youre sorry all you want
CharBabay19 (01:41:36 AM): but im still holding out until the day i think you really may mean it
Amoureuse420 (01:41:58 AM): i do mean it
Amoureuse420 (01:42:01 AM): yoru not here
Amoureuse420 (01:42:05 AM): you can't see me
CharBabay19 (01:42:05 AM): nope
Amoureuse420 (01:42:15 AM): then what do i have to do to prove that i mean it
CharBabay19 (01:42:17 AM): just one question
CharBabay19 (01:42:36 AM): how fast did things escalade from being friends.. to saying "i love you?"
Amoureuse420 (01:43:06 AM): like 3 or 4 weeks
CharBabay19 (01:43:16 AM): because for me that would take a hella long time. id have to have feelings for that person a long time before i used the L word. it seems you could have come to either of us during that inbetween time and none of this wouldve happened
Amoureuse420 (01:43:32 AM): i didn't like kevin when he was dating didana
Amoureuse420 (01:43:33 AM): diana
Amoureuse420 (01:43:36 AM): at all
CharBabay19 (01:43:38 AM): has he given you the necklace yet?
Amoureuse420 (01:43:44 AM): hes not going to
Amoureuse420 (01:43:46 AM): i don't want it
CharBabay19 (01:43:56 AM): but he wanted to give it up right?
CharBabay19 (01:44:06 AM): and why did he say he blocked me
CharBabay19 (01:44:08 AM): that im curious of
Amoureuse420 (01:44:20 AM): at some point, maybe. but i wouldn't accept if he did
Amoureuse420 (01:44:30 AM): and i don't know why he blocked you, he said you blocked him
CharBabay19 (01:44:39 AM): um negative
CharBabay19 (01:44:56 AM): oh there he is... hmm.. nope hes still got ME blocked
Amoureuse420 (01:44:58 AM): no
CharBabay19 (01:45:04 AM): YES
CharBabay19 (01:45:08 AM): hes not on
CharBabay19 (01:45:11 AM): hes on my list
CharBabay19 (01:45:14 AM): UNBLOCKED
Amoureuse420 (01:45:15 AM): wait, he siad that diana told him to block you
CharBabay19 (01:45:17 AM): and yet hes not on
CharBabay19 (01:45:24 AM): "are you kidding me"- diana
CharBabay19 (01:45:41 AM): tell him to suck his own cock cause no one else will now... well maybe you.
Amoureuse420 (01:46:07 AM): that was low charlotte
CharBabay19 (01:46:14 AM): she said, "just dont talk to charlotte about our relationship... or jenn"
CharBabay19 (01:46:22 AM): what, i personally hate the rat bastard
Amoureuse420 (01:46:31 AM): I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE DID WRONG TO DIANA
CharBabay19 (01:46:38 AM): sonofabeachnuttree
Amoureuse420 (01:46:39 AM): i don't know her side of the story
Amoureuse420 (01:46:47 AM): which ive been asking to know
CharBabay19 (01:46:48 AM): yeah because you never asked
CharBabay19 (01:46:49 AM): also
CharBabay19 (01:46:57 AM): i already told you
CharBabay19 (01:47:04 AM): he started saying all that shit to you when they werent over
CharBabay19 (01:47:21 AM): that was pretty two-timey and sleezy
Amoureuse420 (01:48:28 AM): but he said they were
Amoureuse420 (01:48:31 AM): and i should have asked diana
Amoureuse420 (01:48:38 AM): i should have trusted her before him
CharBabay19 (01:48:45 AM): ummm.. YES
Amoureuse420 (01:48:47 AM): seeing as how i knew her way before i knew him
CharBabay19 (01:48:53 AM): yes
Amoureuse420 (01:49:03 AM): and so again, i am sorry
CharBabay19 (01:49:31 AM): but it doesnt stop the fact that you pretty much stabbed her in the back. The only difference is that you convieniently got away with it by saying you never saw her walk into the knife
CharBabay19 (01:49:47 AM): HNMMMMMMMMMMMM
CharBabay19 (01:49:51 AM): hmmmmmmmmmmmmm?
Amoureuse420 (01:49:56 AM): i agree
Amoureuse420 (01:49:57 AM): i do
Amoureuse420 (01:50:03 AM): im not gonna argue with that
Amoureuse420 (01:50:10 AM): i am at fault
Amoureuse420 (01:50:14 AM): and i would like to fix it
Amoureuse420 (01:50:20 AM): im not saying its all just gonna go away
CharBabay19 (01:50:21 AM): non fixable with her
CharBabay19 (01:50:24 AM): she doesnt care anymore
Amoureuse420 (01:50:31 AM): okay
Amoureuse420 (01:50:33 AM): but i still do
Amoureuse420 (01:50:35 AM): and i still want to know
Amoureuse420 (01:50:52 AM): so i can understand
CharBabay19 (01:51:00 AM): i TOLD YOU
CharBabay19 (01:51:03 AM): maybe you should call her
Amoureuse420 (01:51:14 AM): i doubt shed answer now
CharBabay19 (01:51:29 AM): 912-224-3177
CharBabay19 (01:51:43 AM): maybe you should have a long talk at a later date
CharBabay19 (01:51:48 AM): just to "understand" things
CharBabay19 (01:52:04 AM): i would advise against it though...said diana
Amoureuse420 (01:52:20 AM): so then whats the point
Amoureuse420 (01:52:23 AM): i want to prove to her im sorry
CharBabay19 (01:52:29 AM): actions speak louder than words
Amoureuse420 (01:52:38 AM): but obviously she won't even give me to time of day so that i can make up for my past mistakes
CharBabay19 (01:52:44 AM): oh well
CharBabay19 (01:52:45 AM): then drop it
Amoureuse420 (01:52:50 AM): i can't
Amoureuse420 (01:53:50 AM): it wouldn't feel right to me if i did
Amoureuse420 (01:53:53 AM): i want to talk to diana
CharBabay19 (01:54:04 AM): then keep calling until one day she finally picks up
Amoureuse420 (01:54:19 AM): okay
CharBabay19 (01:54:32 AM): ok now im tired
CharBabay19 (01:54:34 AM): goodnight
Amoureuse420 (01:54:39 AM): night
Conversation ended at 7/19/04 01:55:03 AM.


IM SORRY DIANA. I SHOULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER FRIEND AND I LET MY EMOTIONS GET THE BETTER OF ME. I WILL MAKE IT UP TO YOU.
- posted by Jen84 @ 1:56 AM